Thursday, October 28, 2004

Damnit! Can't sleep. It's 1:40 a.m. Got home early for a change and should have been relaxed enough to dose off at a decent hour. How I wish I had some laxotonils.

Have found a very cool application called AdiumX - an IM client for Mac OS X that totally rocks. Also delighted to be able to trash MSN Messenger - one less Microsoft application makes for a happier hard disk.

If only brains had an on/off switch. When will I learn to stop taking life so seriously? Why can't I be like 99.9% of the Paki population and not give a flying fuck about deadlines, committments, innovation, civil society and its responsibilities, making a difference, aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrgh!

I really need to listen to Farid Ayaz and Abu Mohammad. If there is a qavvali this weekend, I will request Munnum Mehvay Jamal-e-Oo, Khabar-e-Tahaiyyur-e-Ishq, Naseema Janib-e-Bathaa, Laagi Najar Bharpoor, Qasida Burda Shareef, Tanum Farsooda Jaan Paara, and Sakhi Kaa Say Kahoon. Spiritual elevation needed BADLY.

If I didn't give a shit about consequences, I would do the following:

1. Remind a certain lady that slavery has been abolished and that people work much better when they are treated like human beings and not like pieces of shit

2. Tell a certain gentleman that it is truly sad for a behemoth of a corporation to haggle over piddling sums of money with tiny companies that are struggling to survive only because they believe in doing the right thing

3. Turn off my cell phone

4. Take a day off

I still can't sleep. This is awful. It's 2:00 a.m. I have work in the morning. Meetings, deadlines, decisions, conflicts, bills ... what is the fucking point of all of this?

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